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Looking Up at the Stars Looking up at the stars Chasing the sun Something is missing Maybe, it's love? When life is hard And, relationships are too You feel put in a tiny box What are you suppose to do? Trying to be who everyone wants Instead of who you are Trying to be perfect Knowing that you're not Being opened minded And, opened hearted too In this world it's hard to do Because, they try to convince you their way is true! So, it leaves you confused And, totally perplexed You question yourself And, wonder "what's next?" I guess "what's next", is up to you Will you follow your dreams What will you do? Will you be who you are Or be who they want? Will you always listen to others? When will you follow your heart? Follwing your heart Could never be wrong It could lead you to happiness And, isn't that what you want? You want to be happy without the lingering
My Feelings of Turning 30 Count the days  Count the years   You turn around,  and 30 is here     Officially, you're an adult   Legally, you were at 18  Things are different now,   there's the expectation of society To have it all together  To have it all figured out  To have a great career   To have gotten what you want To own your own home  To have achieved your dreams   To have dated tons of people, and are now with who you were meant to be So, what happens if you don't?     Not to say that you won't  What if you don't meet the deadline,   society holds you to in their minds? It's something I think about all the time    Something I cry about when I'm all alone I have yet to achieve my goals,   which makes me disappointed in myself I don't have it all together or figured out  I don't have a job and I still live at home I've dated absolutely no one,    and have yet to get what